Happiness is for everyone

Dear all! My story is a recent one. 5 months ago I registered for karma removal meditations owing to problems in my relationship. I am 37 and I didn’t understand why I cannot find finally the person who loves me and vice versa. I had no hope but I felt that I must go. I had never such a relationship in which I would have been happy. I was seized by fear that I run out of time and will have no children. During the meditations I had shocking experiences. I had some relationships to be closed from my past lives. It was so exciting because this ‘story’ has continued in my dreams at night. I found myself in Paris in the 18th century as a courtesan. I was a rich lady around 40 years who could get everything important in life. I lived a boring life and used to drink. I could get everyone and everything I wanted. I used to play cards and travel a lot. I was often paid a lot for my company and then I paid for the company for men. I didn’t want to have a family, I loved to live this way. Despite I was lonely, I didn’t want a relationship. Perhaps I was afraid of to be disappointed. I didn’t let anyone close to me. I have seen myself to receive a letter and sneak through the town to a monastery and disguised myself. I went to a room where a boy (around 20 years old) having fever was lying in the bed. I knew that he’s my son. I bore when I was young and gave my baby to a priest. I couldn’t accept this and finally died due to alcoholism. Now I speak about his very easily, but during and after meditation I re-lived all happenings with all the horrible feelings. I went through all these deep sorrow. I realized that my son is my father in this life who doesn’t let me go and this might be the reason why I cannot have a relationship. After realizing this, I forgave him and for myself as well what I did in my past life. It was very difficult. When I could forgive I felt a great relief. I had 8 kgs loss within one week. I was distressed by this bad feeling for hundreds of years. Thanks Vicky for helping me to realize this. I think I needed around 3 months to be able to understand all this and open myself. During the last Christmas shopping, one day I met a boy. We started to speak and this ended up in love. True love. I have never felt such a beautiful feeling. He is the one I wanted. We are about to move together in the coming months. We are speaking about starting a family. I am so grateful to you Vicky!!! Thanks so much! 

Csilla (37 years)

When a dream comes true…

Hi Vicky! I’d like to share my story too, because I think that a wonder has happened to me. We met last May for the first time and I could hardly believe all those wonderful things you told about me. This has changed now. I guess I’ve found my life task. Or actually, I am sure. Especially I’d like to write about this story. I don’t know whether you remember when you told me that my life task is linked to dolphins and I need to be close to them or deal with them. I grew up in a poor family with negative mentality in a small village. I never had dreams and I didn’t feel myself to be important at all. I attended meditations regularly for 5 months when I started to find myself to be better, nicer than before. Angels said through you that a lady will change my life. I was thinking a lot about this lady. A classmate of mine from elementary school has found my profile at a community webpage in October. We were singing in the same choir that time. She had wonderful photos uploaded. I thought that she really enjoys life. We started to send messages then talk via skype. She invited me to her place (she lives in the Bahamas). She works in a zoo-water park with animals and of course dolphins. When I got to know this, my heart wanted to jump out… I told her about my secret dreams. We started to discuss about my possibilities that would lead to realize my dreams. She promised if she finds a job for me she will let me know. Well, I didn’t think that this might work… A lot of money is needed for the trip and I had only debts. You told me that I just need to wait… From this time on, things started to speed up. I was a cashier at a grocery. One of my colleagues made a deficit in the cash register, so me and my other two colleagues were fired who was working that day. My friend, Lizy called me on the same day that she found a position as a cashier in a shop but my language skills would not be enough. I asked her if I could work in the zoo-water park where she works. It doesn’t matter if I could only be a cleaning woman, I just want to be close to the dolphins. She told me that I have no chance since normally there are no vacancies at all. Next day early morning my father called me that finally he received the inheritance from his mother. My uncle wanted to get my father’s part and there was an argument on this for years. Now I know why this happened this way. Everything comes in the right time. It was strange but my parents supported my trip. I was greatly surprised because they are very conservative. In a week time I had the flight tickets. I arrived in early November. Me, a girl from a small village who was never abroad before. I thought that I am in Eden. It was already a great challenge for me to board a plane. During the flight to Paris a Hungarian girl was sitting next to me, so we could talk and she also helped me at the airport. The whole Universe helped me. When I arrived to the Bahamas my friend, Lizy was waiting for me at the airport. She had great news for me. Her colleague has broken his leg who was working at the dolphin show, so I can be her substitute. She cannot work for at least half a year. There are normally evening shows and the staff is permanent so the animals got used to them. This girl dealt right with dolphins. I couldn’t believe my ears. Vicky, I am so grateful to you. This is really amazing that now I work as a trainer in this park and work with dolphins. Life is so wonderful! I am just still in the learning period and start the shows in April. It is so cool to be with dolphins, because I feel like to be continuously cured. I feel myself light and full of energy. They are so wonderful animals. Actually not really animals. They bring happiness to people’s life. Here everyone is happy. I had a lot of good friends here. Here people don’t hurt each other and they are not envious and jealous like in our home country. I think that the relationship karma removals were also of help because I had rendezvous with a very kind, Mexican boy. I have no idea what will follow, but actually I don’t mind. I decided that I won’t worry about future. I think that I left my blockages and I can decide what I want from my life. Vicky, I am very happy that I found you. Thank you for everything! 

Julianna (27)

Life task and crystals

Dear Vicky! 

As we agreed I send you my story here. We met at the end of spring when I needed help in solving problems in the relationship with my husband. It was really great to meet you. Then I read at the end of summer about your karma solution meditations. I and my husband started to take part in these meditations regularly. Weeks were passing by but I didn’t feel any changes. I felt the energy and realized a number of things in my life, but that was all. You mentioned me the message from heavens that I am going to deal with crystals. I didn’t really get you, because I had only a few crystals that time. In summer I started to prepare jewels from crystals to my family members. Then the first request came from a friend to make a bracelet for her personal problems. I did this with joy, but with full of fear whether I am able to create something, which can be helpful and nice for others. I didn’t find myself good in creativity thus I was doubtful. 

Despite, I received a positive feedback. More and more… Meanwhile I started to write my blog about crystals – as you suggested – which was very helpful for me to learn and teach about the effects of such beautiful crystals. In the beginning of November there was a great change when I started to show my jewels in public. Most of the people who take a look at my products start to be attracted to them. Moreover, I could surprise a lot of old friends with such wonderful and beneficial jewels. In the past weeks everything has speeded up. Somehow I knew at every step that I am in the right track. Now I can realize that this can be thanked to the karma meditations and the energies from November in the activation of my life task. I feel that my current task is to introduce the positive effects of crystals to people. People are susceptible because we all know unconsciously that we are going to need help from crystals in our everyday life. I think people feel this. Each of the crystal jewels has the positive energy and love that I feel during their preparation. I also know that this is only the beginning of my new life. In the future I am going to help others how to start their way. I trust in myself and my talent more and more unlike prior to the karma meditations. 

Now as the beginning of the year I made a schedule to achieve my aims. 

Thank you Vicky once again!!! Hugs and kisses, 

Zsuzsa (40 years)

Changes occurred (confession about life)

Hi all! I’ve been living in Mexico for 11 years now (with some short breaks) and started to read Vicky’s blog in last April. I became a regular visitor of her site. I start my days with reading the newest posts because they fill me with energy and it is easier to survive the weekdays. Nowadays I dare to speak about my life and this can be thanked to this website. For the time being I do this anonymously. I am 29 and had a very poor childhood. I was given to a foster home when I was only 3 months old. My parents didn’t stepped out of my life but I had to live there. I had very hard times there for years. At an age of 12 I was raped several times and I felt ashamed of my body. I attempted suicide 6 times but somehow I always survived (it could be a wonder…). Now I know that I had to stay alive because I have tasks in my life. At an age of 17 I escaped from the foster home with a boy and started to take drugs. I was pregnant for 3 times and I aborted all of them. I stopped my studies at school and didn’t want to live. The boy took me to a very bad track but I was stocked to him. This could be due to the fact that I had nobody in my life previously. I was 17 when I was given a present for the first time in my life. I was crying for about 3 days I was so happy, but couldn’t express my real feelings. I didn’t understand how someone can love me. Finally, I got to Mexico and became a prostitute. I would lie if I would say that I hated this. Actually, I got love from people. I didn’t enjoy sex but loved to see how people take pleasure in being with me. They hugged me, gave me presents, and paid me very well. After some time, some people came only to talk to me. I had diseases several times, but I couldn’t imagine living a normal life. In last April I had very intense dreams. I was very happy in my dreams. I started to think about happiness and wanted to understand my dreams. This led me to find Vicky’s blog. I was reading it every night… It was shocking to realize that my soul wanted to have all these experience. I wanted to have all these because I knew that I am so firm to bear such trials and overcome my karma. I started to do meditations and felt better all the time. I was curious about the opportunity whether I can change my life. I could understand many things in my life but not all. In August I decided to fly back to Hungary and visit Vicky. We met every day for 3 weeks. It was a very intensive therapy. A lot of meditations with a couple of hard parts (e.g. to forgive people who hurt me). I had to forgive all my acts. I was crying for days and had headache. I also had to face things I did in my past lives. I killed people, hurt my children, mislead people, etc. in my past lives… so this is the reason I punished myself in this life. When I understood this I felt to be much lighter. My strong heart beats have stopped and felt myself much better. I have been a man in a lot of past lives and mortified women. This time this also came back… This is why I wanted to experience all these bad things in this life. As soon as I could face my past I could forgive the present. I know that Vicky had a hard time with me, because I was very doubtful, but finally I could realize the things in my life with her help. It turned out that I should deal with music in this life. I can’t sing but learnt to play piano in my childhood. After the 3 weeks I went back to Mexico with a great ease. I saw the entire world to be so colorful. People became friendlier with me. Since then I didn’t take drugs (6 months now) and stepped out of my relationship after 11 years. I was afraid of my partner because he is very aggressive. Despite he sad he understands my decision and gave me the half of our money. So I rented a flat and started to build up my new thoughts and I still had to cleanse myself. Since October I play piano again and prepare music for meditation cds. I was already offered a contract. Meanwhile I gave up meeting people for money, and my diseases have been cured. At Christmas I felt to be very well and healthy. There are still things to do, but now I feel that I am on the right way. I met a Hungarian boy. He is the first person in my life I can be honest with. Now I can accept his love and feel that I deserve it. The boy plans his future in Hungary so soon I have to decide to stay or go with him. But I am not worried since I know that happiness is within me and I can find it wherever I am. Thank you so much Vicky, I am very grateful to you! S.T.

Just let it go and you will get it – How to grow financially?

Dear Vicky! I’d like to share my experience of karma removals. I’ve been to the karma plus 2 meditation on 19th November. Since then things have speeded up around me. This meditation was focused on money and life task. 

It was a great success and I can say that this meditation had the greatest effect in my life. When we were removing the blockages relating to financials I’ve seen a huge wall. I was standing behind the wall in the dark. I picked a hammer and started to beat the wall with a great effort. I was surprised that the wall has collapsed very quickly and on the other side there was a beautiful straight road shining in golden colors. I felt that it keeps calling me. I started to walk towards and I found myself walking already on the road. This made me so elated and I was sure that I am in the right track from this point on. 

Next days money started to ‘flow’ to me, but only in small portions in the beginning. One day I refilled my car and the money spent came back on the same day. This happened several times that if I spent money the same amount came back to me. Then I decided to ask for a little more money than I spent. (I could left the ‘little’ word out of my prayer). So in the next days once when I arrived home there was a letter in the post box from the gas works that we have overpayments with 37 k HUF. The day after this money has arrived. I saw it works again. So I decided to ask for more money… even more. A couple of days later I had a phone call. Someone saw my ad about a machine I wanted to sell. This ad was published half a year ago and no one wanted to buy the staff I wanted to sell… In one hour he came and decided to buy it for 500000 HUF!!! Wooow. I could hardly imagine what happens to me. I thanked a lot for the help of the divine beings. 

Concerning my life task, I didn’t experience any changes. I thought that I am going to have a lot of things to do around Christmas so later in January I am going to work more on this topic. So I let my fears go. One day I received a message that I took part in a game and I won a REIKI course. I attended that and I liked it very much. I felt the energies. Vicky told me already before that my life task is in relation with the helping and curing people. I feel that curing with energy would be great for me and I could do this with pleasure. So I decided to make a step forward and attend all the other parts of the course. 

I am so grateful to you Vicky that you helped and my family me so much. I am very happy! 

Thanks so much! Kisses, 

Zsuzsa (a very happy lady)

The way

I’ve started with karma removal meditation 3 on 15th October. Parents – child relationship. It was already chaos here at home the day before the meditation. My parents and relatives were all against the fact that I wanted to take part at this meditation. Then 3 days after the meditation I felt that everything starts to be arranged. My mother accepted it, our relationship has been reevaluated. My children started to love each other instead of the continuous fighting. The conversations with my daughter (adolescent) are now more successful. Patience has been moved to our home. On 16th it was the relationship karma 1. I didn’t notice any significant changes only relevant cases were coming up. Then on the coming week there was the karma plus 1. This lead to mental confusions to a great extent… driving was also influenced… The week after there were the karma plus 2 and karma 2 and I felt that changes are on the way to me. The Friday before the meditations I realized that I had received a message. This message was from an Angel. We started a conversation. It was so cool and I asked twice to continue our conversation in the end. I asked her to give me evidence that I am hearing is real. It was a marvelous feeling and has been occurred through the crown chakra. On Saturday after the karma plus 2, I got the evidence that this experience has been real. On early Sunday morning I received another message. When I sat to my computer on Monday, I had a message from a girl asking what I believe in. So we stuck to the computer on Monday night for chatting. She wrote that she has special abilities and there is something she cannot understand. So we started to discuss her experience. This time I realized that this is my life task to guide people in their consciousness. Now I know that people who need my help can find me. And I feel that my twin soul is also getting closer to me. Thanks Vicky for everything. 

Andi

When everything is back to its place

Hi Vicky! 

I’d like to write my story to express my gratitude to you. Although I visited you due to problems in my relationship with my partner, my life has completely changed. After our first meeting, I was elated because the Angels said me so many nice messages. However, weekdays drew me back… I was looking forward to a miracle during my entire life that can change my life. During our first meeting I realized that only I can induce such a miracle. The thought has frightened me that I control my life since most of the time I attracted people who took the lead over me. These days I know that this was somehow easier for me. I had only such relationships when I was hurt and dominated. In work I was only an employee, a secretary but I never complained, but my salary was never sufficient. You told me that time that first I don’t need to work on my relationship but on my carrier and on myself to realize my true self. My boss liked me, actually we’ve been friends. I arranged all things he requested and I felt that he trusts me. He didn’t have a partner and anything important in his life, so I tried to do my best for him to indulge. This was never a love relationship, we were only friends. After the 10th split up with my boyfriend, he has moved from our common home and I was left there with the credit of the flat. Unfortunately, I couldn’t pay the instalments because my salary was not enough for that. In April we started to work on the financials with Vicky and did a karma removal and something surprising happened. My boss has died and I was told not to go to work anymore. I suspected that my boss had been ill because in the end he didn’t come to work several times. I knew that no one helps him since he didn’t have family. I felt so bad, because I lost a man who had been very close to me. I realized later that I am also going to lose my flat without having salary. So everything has collapsed. This time I saw Vicky once again. Angels told me that everything will be fine within 2 months and I don’t lose either my flat or my partner and an unpredictable turn is going to solve the problems. I was told that I am going to work as a manager and help people. This was the first time when I couldn’t believe any word of the Angels. We continued the karma removals and as the old memories started to come up I was sinking deeper and deeper. 1.5 months after my collapse I was rung up and told that I inherited. I thought about a lot of possibilities… but this was absolutely different. My boss has left the firm to me and my colleague by will. First I thought that this can only be a misunderstanding, but I have seen the will. I was stunned to see that the will has been written on the day when I was on the karma removal regarding the financials. My boss decided in the last weeks of his life to make my life easier. I was totally shocked. Since then, with my colleague we are now very good friends and I can work as a manager and really my financial problems have been solved. I give thanks to the Angels and God every day. Of course I didn’t stop the cleansing and my life is improving continuously. My life-partner came back to be and now we live again together and our relationship is much better now. My partner has a new job and he is about to ‘find himself’. Nowadays, we learn together and participate on the joint meditations together. There is a lot of things to be changed but I think we are heading to the right direction. I am more patient and can protect myself. In my family, there is now peace. Vicky, I am so grateful that I could meet you. Thank you much very! Ági, 29 years old

Love story

I’ve been only a keen reader of your site up to now, but now I can also write my success story. I call it: ‘finding home’. I saw Vicky approx. a year ago for the first time to get some information. My life was a bit chaotic and I had no idea which way I should go. As precedents, when I was 17 I met a boy who has been part of my life since then and also part of my previous lives as I got to know that later. We always felt that something keeps us together. We met 5 years ago and lived together for 2 years in a harmonious and happy relationship and love. Then negative changes came to both of our lives and this influenced our common relation as well. We started to get away from each other. When I couldn’t bear this anymore, I gathered all my bad experience about him and I left him. From this point I started to leave my true self as well. I had relationships, but these were only short periods. The time was flying and I was annoyed with him and myself as well. I encountered a number of illnesses. In those days I just started to deal with spirituality that he couldn’t accept. I read a lot, learnt some things and started to meditate, which filled me with energy and cured my body and soul. Then slowly I realized that I have to change because his behavior just represented me like a mirror. A mirror that showed who I am in reality and I didn’t like what I have seen. It was much easier to blame him. As I realized this I started to forgive him and myself (this was more difficult). I was working on myself to be better. So our relationship has changed. We couldn’t live together but we couldn’t live without each other… Neither of us could really accept the happenings in the past. This time I visited Vicky who said that HE is my twin soul. I felt this because our common life was magnificent but before and after I didn’t have such a great harmony with anyone else. When I got to know this I wanted to go back to him, but somehow it ended up in failure. I didn’t know why, this was the worst. So I decided that I don’t care about him and I try to forget him, nevertheless he is my twin soul. This happened in January 2011. Meanwhile I asked for advice from Vicky. She told that it’s my decision how I see and live the reality, but very interesting things will come up in the future. Then I had a new relationship, but I realized that he is on my mind always. I didn’t like this… so I decided to attend the relationship karma removal meditations. The ‘spiritual divorce’ and forgiveness has been performed. Additionally, I was working on myself and tried to cleanse my soul at home. Unbelievable, but after the 2nd meditation series I felt love towards him. I learnt a lot from myself and I felt much better from day to day. I realized that I think about him on a daily basis. But I didn’t call him. The effects from the past started to come to an end. During the last two months I wrote a lot about my feelings and changes in my ‘world’ just for my diary. My entire life started to go into the right direction and all my relationships became better, e.g. with my parents, colleagues. I realized that everything is so good and live in the now. I started to attract my desires. I realized that he is my real partner (as he always told) but I didn’t do anything. I had very intense dreams about him (might be that from past lives). Since November something like a certain inner voice told me that I must contact him. I refused to but we had to meet owing to a past common matter. The universe took care of this opportunity. This was one day prior to the 5th meditation series. We talked a lot and I asked him about us. He told that he wouldn’t like to speak about this. This was strange but I didn’t ask him further why. As I was on the way home after the 5th meditation I sent him a message with a question about what he feels. There was no answer that day nor on the day after. Then I took a sheet of paper and I wrote a letter to the Angels that I let him and all my feelings go. Of course, this was very difficult and I cried a lot. Then one day later he called me and said we should meet. He told me that he cannot erase me from his heart and he realized that he even doesn’t want to. He had dreams of me in the past days. This is the evidence that the karma meditations had a great influence on him as well. He had an other relationship and told that he will look for me some time later. Two days later we met again. Now we are about to live together again. I am so happy, when I look into his eyes, I see myself. Formerly, we felt that we had a special relationship but now this is much better and I believe that something changed in both of our hearts… Catharsis. We are now sure that we’ve changed a lot and our time has arrived. Vicky, Martha thank you so much for the lot of help and the guidance, I am very grateful to you. Erika

Karma removal meditation

More and more people are interested in the process of karma removal meditations and the fact what this is all about. Maybe I would start with the fact to highlight that karma removal doesn’t mean to cross out feelings, bad memories, etc. in our life but rather the realignment of energies. When the soul decides to incarnate into the physical world, it also decides that it will be divided into two parts. To our reality no one is born as a ‘whole’ person, since this is the world of duality. That’s why we are continuously looking for our other part in our entire life. We could never experience the perfection on Earth, because we always came to experience and finally arrive at perfection. Before our birth we have selected the important characters and happenings in our coming life. For this we were given guardian Angels who help us to fulfill the plan. Yet our planet is in a great transformation and completely different laws reign today than years or even months ago. We were given much greater free will than before and from now onward we can rewrite our life. Not only our soul but our physical body also changes in the dimensional shift. Our body is going to change from a carbon based to a silicon based system. Maybe you already feel this change on you. Our sense of taste also changes and now we are heading backwards to the nature regarding nutrition. It is very important to consume herbs (Aloe Vera, Ginseng), minerals, Ca, Vitamin-C, since all these facilitate the infiltration of Si to our body. Liquids are also of great importance such as pure spring-waters and herbal teas. This way the purification and transformation processes are much faster. 

The karma itself is the law of causality. Nothing happens by chance in our world. Everything has a well-defined reason. We always experience if something good happens and we feel happy then the other part of our lives fall into pieces in the world of duality. In the world of duality this forms the balance. One has known that complete happiness doesn’t exist. Though I believe that our attitude matters really a lot. Good news is that now this fact changes. Now you can clear away the junk, blockages and obstacles accumulated in the past hundreds or even thousand years of your life. Now you have the chance to really enjoy your life on this wonderful planet and to find that miracle that is you. Moreover, to realize what you are doing here and to understand your divinity. 

The lightworkers have undertaken a special role and work in the transformation of the planet. They live here to help people through this difficult period, help in being consciousness, and help people in discovering their true self. According to my experience the lightworkers realize first the necessity for the karma removal. That we need to be cleansed, remove our blockages to be able to undertake our role. A lot of people live their life without goals, which is due to great number of blockages accumulated in their hundreds or thousands of lives. They are simply not able to progress. Relationships lie in ruins and it has never been so many desperate, depressed and suicide people in our world. Impecuniousness brings people to ruin. Their own blockages prevent them to realize who they are in reality and why they came to this world. They have no idea and do not understand how to progress. If you feel that any field of your life doesn’t work well, if you don’t find any way out, if you tried everything without success, even if the law of attraction doesn’t work for you, then you should know that you’re not in the right track. You are not living your life task that you decided, that’s why you’re unhappy. The relationships fall apart, the twin souls find then suddenly leave each other because the blockages and old energies are still working. You cannot experience true love and happiness, while the old energies are functioning within you. They need to be stopped to rebuild your relationships with new energies. Till now there has been a code within us that said every field of our lives can’t be perfect. Everything can’t go well. This doesn’t mean that karma removal tears the relationships. They are just rearranged. Recently, I heard from many people who live in a good relationship that fear is still present. Finding the other part of your soul is in vain if you hurt each other in previous lives. Despite of the love these energy fingerprints are present in you and they do not allow you to experience your relationship in its perfection. And many people complain that they can’t find their place in their life task or job. With the karma removal we also clean off those blockages, which prevent finding your life task. To explore, realize and find in which direction you need to go and what you need to do. For these we hold separate meditation days. The karma removal is basically a process. For how long it last is based on the person. The series comprise 6 parts. The karma is started to be removed with working on the relationship with your partner. The partner relationship is very important in terms of the future of humanity. Partner relationship is the topic that provides great progression or suppression in the progress of people. First of all it is very important to mention that this field forms an important part of spiritual development. This is where you can progress very quickly and your partner expresses an instant ‘mirror of you’. The functioning of your relationship represents your level of progression and maturity. It may indicate which fields of your life need to be altered. Within a relationship the motivation is always strong to solve problems. Because deep feelings are in the background and this is a great driving force. When the entire series is performed all the junk and mess in this present life and all previous lives will be cleared away. Thus these will not have an effect on the present and future anymore. We approach from the direction of relationship but it has an effect on all fields of one’s life. As you can read in the blog, the life task of a number of people has been activated from this. I work with a number of different blockage cleansing methods for a long time but this is the fastest and most influential way. During these meditations we get teachings as well. Because the karma can only be removed if you realized why it had been present in your life. It can’t be solved by ‘energy work’ only. You must understand the facts and happenings in your life, otherwise they have been completely meaningless. We work with distinct lightbeings who accompany us during the whole process. In case all the understandings didn’t happen during the meditation, then the lightbeings stay with us even for weeks, while we get opportunities that help in the understanding. That’s why most people feel that the things are speeded up after these meditations. We are starting to be cleansed very quickly. This cleansing goes through our physical body as well. The karma removal meditations are separated into different topics. According to my experience it is worthy to go through all meditation topics because you never know when a deep memory, blockage or feeling will come up to be cured. The topics are not based on each other, therefore it doesn’t matter how you start. The separate meditation events are numbered to distinguish between the separate parts easily. We cleanse all relationships, stop the dependencies, black arts, magical bindings. We destroy the inferiority complex and we generate emotional stability. We awaken our own power of soul and we work to be able to experience the true love and the God living in ourselves. We stop jealousy and victim role. We reach the complete forgiveness and set back the confidence. We clear off blockages generated in the childhood and cleanse the relationship with family members. In the end we realize our true self and dare to experience our feelings. Sexual blockages, suppressions are also cleansed. Finally we can discover our own value and could get initiation into our life task, the work as a lightworker, and for the assistance of people. The best news is that during this entire process the lineal relatives are also cleansed (parents, children, brothers and partner). Many reports start with: ‘the best is that my loved ones went through a great change’. We can admit that this is a fantastic thing, because not everyone is able to realize the necessity of blockage cleansing and importance of changes. Thus we can help them this way. So I can only recommend to you that if you feel the need for changes, don’t waste your time. Things do not change by themselves, you have to make the decision. As I used to say, you can fly your way meanwhile touching the ground. This might hurt! Believe me. I am looking forward to seeing you! 

Best greetings, 

Vicky

Our destiny knows what’s the best for us

I would like to share my experience because I realized very important things that can be useful for others perhaps. I saw Vicky about 1.5 years ago for the first time. She was recommended by a friend of mine. I didn’t go for a therapy, I wanted to know things about my future. I heard many interesting things, it was unbelievable. That time I’ve been living with my boyfriend for 5 years. Vicky said that we have nothing to do with each other, we are not a real couple. I felt this somehow, but I wanted a confirmation. I decided definitively to split up and live my life. It was very interesting that I received such a power from Vicky, which I was able to use immediately. Before this I was preparing for 2 years to brake off our relations. I had remorse and I was a high-flier according to my parents. I didn’t feel well so I decided to go back to Vicky. She helped me to understand the happenings and we did a twin-soul attraction meditation. 3 days later I was on a birthday party in Balatonakarattya. A house was rented for the event and approx. 40 participants were invited. We were grilling and drinking wine. Just before midnight a friend, Gabor gave us a call that he is just on the way to our party because he was on a wedding party. He drank too much and one of his friends takes him to our party by car. I felt a strange excitement, but didn’t know why. When they arrived and I saw his friend I had a powerful heartbeat and I felt extremely embarrassed. We had to help Gabor to walk inside the house because he was really drunk. Then I said thank you to his friend for his help. He told me that he has to go back to the wedding party because his best friend is the fiancé. I saw him out and gave him a drink. He left and I just sat down onto the grass. I started to think what happened to me. About 10 minutes later the car came back. The boy told that he forgot to give Gabor’s documents back but now he doesn’t find them. We were looking for them for a long time and finally found the docs just beside the seat. Meanwhile we were talking a lot about different things. I had a feeling like we know each other for a very long time. When he looked to my eyes, I felt real calmness. Just like if we were a couple and had a relation. I never felt similar before. We were just talking and talking… soon it started to dawn. It was very difficult to stop our conversation. When he left he didn’t ask for my email or my phone number but I felt that we belong together. I didn’t know anything from him, not even his name. Days were passing by and I couldn’t forget that night. A week later I had a phone call from Gabor that he would like to go to the cinema and I could go with him. Since I was free that night I said ‘yes’. His friend was also there, however he was not with Gabor. It was only a coincidence and he was sitting behind us. During the whole movie I felt his energy and I don’t remember anything from that movie. When the movie was over Gabor received a call from his mother that she needs his help. Thus, his friend offered to take me home. We were talking long again until 4 am. His name is Attila and 4 years younger than me. He said that he thinks of me since we first met. I learnt that he is an architect. And he is enthusiastic about Greece just like me. We like the same things in everything. I fell in love with him. The coming 6 weeks were wonderful. When we were not together we sent texts and e-mails. All of a sudden he disappeared. I was suffering for 3 months. Days and nights were horrible. I couldn’t let him go. I felt that I go mad. This year in February I had a class reunion. It was organized by me and my friend Ildi. We needed to have the phone numbers of all our past classmates. When my handy was short on power, I asked for Ildi’s phone. I was shocked when I saw that a picture of Attila is the background of her handy. She said that Attila is her boyfriend and she would like to introduce him to me. It was awful, but I didn’t tell anything. 2 weeks later I went back to Vicky. She told me not to worry, because interesting things will come up. We went back to past lives and checked my previous relationships to Ildi and Attila. In a past life Attila was my husband and had a lot of children. We were very happy, but Ildi wanted to take us apart and get Attila. I had a great argument with Ildi because of this. Vicky told me to calm down and trust that Attila is my real partner and he will come back to me. This was suspicious to me because I am not a person who wants to get someone’s partner. After experiencing the past life I had a thought that I could give this back to Ildi. I was thinking long about this but I couldn’t get the right answer by myself about what to do. Months have passed and I couldn’t disregard the happenings. In August I attended the first relationship karma meditation. It helped. I finally managed to let the entire story go. Next day I met Attila. He was very embarrassed and told that we must meet because he wants to tell me something important. I refused, but he stepped closed and kissed me. I couldn’t resist. This was a very paradoxical situation, which was both the happiest and unhappiest 2 minutes of my life… I told him not to seek me anymore because I know everything. He didn’t ask anything just left sadly. Two days later I met my previous boyfriend. He admitted that while we lived together once he and Ildi went to bed. Ildi blackmailed him not to talk about this to me. Ildi wanted to get him but he resisted. My remorse has passed away because I realized that we continue our previous life that I’ve seen before. I didn’t feel any pain and I knew that it has to be this way. The karma removal had a very good influence on this, things started to go to the right direction. Attila called me up. We discussed everything. I think the curse has broken up. As soon as the obstacles disappear on a personal scale everything goes well. When sy doesn’t want to control her life on purpose the universe can work for her. I entrusted myself to my destiny. And my destiny knew what’s the best for me. Vicky, I am very grateful to you. I feel really happy now for the first time in my life. And I know that this will last until the end of my life. Now we live together and we exiled the persons who don’t help our lives. 

Thank you so much! 

Noémi, 29 years

Wonders are real!

Dear Vicky! 

I would like to share my beautiful experience with all of you! Before my second karma removal meditation major changes occurred in my life. I start my story from the beginning. I had a big dream as a child. I wanted to have an affectionate relationship with my aunt and to hug her and to tell her ‘I love you’. This never happened in fact because we always refused each other somehow. Then I made a big mistake, since I supported someone else in a family argument about 5 years ago and this led to estrangement between us. Then I thought that this is the best time to show her, how much I wanted to love her also in my childhood. I wanted to be accepted and to have a good relationship with her. A few years have passed away but I did not hear about her anymore. I started to go and see Vicky regularly for karma removals and I was sure that something is going to happen. I started to think about my aunt again and reevaluated our relationship and our common past. Bad things were coming up from the past and I managed to forgive me. In the morning before the 2nd karma removal I received a message from her. She wanted to see me in the afternoon. Our meeting was like a real wonder and we were just standing there hugging each other for long minutes and I finally could tell her how much I love her. I believe that this can be thanked to the karma removals that have changed all old negative energy in my relationships. 

Thank you Vicky and all other people who listened to me and tried to help. This is only one of the wonders happened since the mediations. I am very happy! 

Greetings, Erika

Changes in my world

Hi Vicky! I’d like to share my experience with you. In March I’ve been for the first time at your consultation and after that it was like having wings. The reason for the consultation was my disease. I wanted to know my chances. I was so happy when the Angels sent word through you that I am going to be recovered. It turned out that I am possessed, a dead spirit has stuck to me and it keeps me ill. I had severe problems for the last 6 years. I didn’t dare to have dreams at night and I focused on surviving the days… I was worried about my children and my husband has died young. My life during the last couple of years was about going to medical therapies, living from allowance and praying to be able to raise my children. At this first meeting I was recharged and I was given a ‘shield’, which provided really strong protection. This protection was necessary to resist curses and spiritual attacks. It was obvious that I had more energy than before and I was not tired so easily. Then a few days later I felt worse again. So I visited you again and I was told to let go my sorrow and all my problems in my life. I started the intensive therapy twice a week. In meditations I’ve joined my higher self and inner child. It was like renovating myself with parts that left me in the past. I realized that I haven’t respected myself. I have seen that I have a divine self, which is perfect. I learnt that I can achieve all my goals with the help of my divine self. I started to understand who I am in fact. Next time we were about to investigate the reason for my illnesses. In meditation first I found myself in my childhood. When I was 4 one of my male relatives molested me sexually. I didn’t dare to speak about this since then. This contributed to my problems. Next time I found myself in the ancient Rome where I killed a man who is my father in my present life. In that life he was my brother and I killed him not on purpose. I had to forgive this to me. It was not easy, but crying helped. Third time I was only a foetus in a past life. My mother kept her pregnancy as secret. When it turned out that she is pregnant her father gave her a beating. I experienced this as a huge sorrow. I knew that everyone hates me and I didn’t want to be born. My birth was very problematic. I didn’t want to come out of the abdomen of my mother. Mostly these led to my illnesses in my current life. And these were the reasons why my energetic system was so weak and I was possessed. As I managed to understand why these occurred I felt myself in a better physical condition. Mentally sometimes I was very weak and often cried for days but afterwards I felt to be cleaner and better. I knew that I am in the right track to be recovered. A month later I decided not to go to medical treatments anymore. I realized that only I can cure myself. The real breakthrough was in August when I’ve been on a karma removal meditation. Vicky told me that I can set myself free from the difficulties, problems and major negative effects from my past lives that can have influence on my present life. During the karma removal I could forgive and take leave of my husband who has already died. I couldn’t do this earlier. I got to know that we were connected with a black art power. This is why no one else was in my life. I had headache for a week and cried a lot… This was due to the purification. I felt that some great things are around me in the air… After the second karma removal things have started. During the meditation we were cleansing the childhood, which was full of pain. I realized that I always wanted to live up to my parents’ expectations, but I was never accepted well. I experienced that the karma removal really influences the entire family not only the person who is participating the meditation. My father who never loved me with true love and grieved me started to apologize. He even started to cry. My father! So I could forgive him as well… My children started to bring better marks from school. My brother bought me a present what never happened before. I didn’t know what is going on around me. The karma removal works much better than expected! :) At the parents’ meeting at the school of my younger son I met a friendly woman and we shared our phone numbers. I felt that finally I managed to find a true friend. She is the only one who knows about my life and the happenings. I became open! It was great that someone treats me as friend and this is as fantastic feeling. When she got to know what situation I am in, she offered a job at her shop. I am so happy because no one wanted to hire me in such a condition. My salary is also more that I even expected. No doubt, Ildikó is my guardian Angel. Finally, my life got purpose. I wanted to work very well to show my gratitude for Ildikó, and luckily the income of the shop has increased since I work there. Otherwise this is the best workplace for me because I enjoy dealing with herbs and crystals. Thus, I also realized my life task. I am more and more confident on a daily basis. I feel more powerful. And two weeks ago I was invited to a rendezvous by one of our regular customer. It is a wonderful feeling that someone shows interest in me. The best that happened to me is the following. Last week I’ve been to a CT examination and it seems that my disease is regressing. I am waiting for this for 6 years now! 6 years! I cannot tell you what I felt when the doctor said this fantastic news. I was sobbing. The doctor asked me what happened to me because my condition became much better. I told the truth that I am using the power of nature! :) I take the necessary vitamins, minerals, curing my immune system, working on dissolving those mental problems that caused this disease but I do not take medical therapies for some time now. He told that I am very irresponsible, but not to stop what I do! :) This is the best thing that happened to me so far! Vicky, I am so grateful to you! If you do not help me my life would be still that sinking swamp… I thank you for all your help! I am always very motivated to go to karma removals and looking forward to the coming positive changes excitedly. There are a number of other things I would like to change in the future. But I am also learning patience. :) 

Vera, 40 years

Ghost house

Dear Vicky, I don’t know whether you remember me from the karma removal in September. I live in Germany, but I wanted to let you know that it was very good to visit you. Since then a lot of things have changed in my life. I can hardly wait to go again, but at present I cannot travel due to my job. My father speaks with me again after 5 years. It is surprising that he called me up when I returned home from you. At present he is with us. Finally I could let that man go who I thought to be my love for 3 years… This love was only on my part… I knew that he takes advantage of me, and he is only looking for me when he is bored or needs help. I decided to settle this case from my side. The day after I split up with him, he wanted to meet me. But I refused to. I was so proud of myself. It’s funny that since then he doesn’t get off my back… This is a so good feeling on the one hand, but there is vast anger in me because of the last three years on the other hand. Perhaps it had to be this way… Or maybe my mental obstacles made me inaccessible. And now my obstacles have been cleared away and the light went green? I don’t know, but I am happy. Now I see this is what men need. He was living in a bad marriage but he now decided to leave his wife. Vicky, can this karma removal influence this Platonic love? I know that he is my real partner but he needs time still. I ask because his business has greatly progressed when I was on the meditation. Long ago he used to come to borrow some money and now he wants to take me for a dinner nearly every evening and he buys a lot of presents for me. He tells that he doesn’t know why his business gets along now… My incomes are increasing for me too. I learnt a lot and I can only thank you Vicky! 

I have a 17 year-old son and I got to know that he tends to take drugs on a daily basis… We tried everything but nothing helped. This was my great sorrow, maybe you remember. Imagine, when I returned home 5 days later after the karma removal, he told me that he is in love with a girl and he never wants to take drugs again. This was 1.5 months ago and I am so happy!!! Nothing helped so far, but I spent all my money on him. This is really unbelievable, thank you so much!!! 

I wanted to share a story as well. Since my father is here with us, we went to the mountains for 3 days. We booked a house (me, my father, the children, a friend of mine and husband). We organized a small Halloween party with fancy dresses, masks and cocktails. Everybody enjoyed it, however this was only a small coming together. At midnight I went out to get some fresh air. In the mountains it was already snowing. I was just standing outside with a glass in my hands and suddenly someone behind my back asked me: “What are you waiting for? ”. I got frightened like hell, because it sounded like a child’s voice. I knew that my friend’s daughter is sleeping long ago already. I haven’t seen anyone… The house was a very old one, it was not really like a castle, but it almost looked like that. What also important is that I only drank alcohol free drinks. I felt terrible tension on me. I returned the house immediately. I couldn’t disregard this experience. A bit later there was a power cut in the house. So we lighted some candles. I thought that this is now even worse on Halloweens night. The toilet was at the end of the corridor and as I was walking towards it I saw a young girl. The girl was standing in front of the door and it seemed that she is illuminating… it was horrible, like in horror movies. It was very dreadful, and I even felt and heard my heart beats. I couldn’t even move. The girl – approx. 5-6 years old – lifted her head and she looked at me with her illuminating green eyes. I started to scream as much as I could. The husband of my friend ran to me immediately to check what’s going on. When he arrived, the girl disappeared. I told the others what I saw, but I think they thought I went crazy. After this, I didn’t dare to sleep. When we went to bed, the electricity came back, so I was sitting in the light while the others were sleeping. Next morning the husband of my friend told that he had a dream of a young girl who had a long, blond hair (exactly what I saw) and she told that her grandfather killed her in 1652. I was terrified. The husband of my friend is a very rational person, but he said that he is about to realize that there could be another world behind ours. So we packed our things and left the house as soon as possible. I hope she didn’t come with us… 

Vicky, thanks again for everything. We see each other soon… bye! Heli

Changes

In September 2011 I applied for karma removal for the first time. I thought that not only me but my entire family needs some changes. The first occasion was on 1st October but it’s unbelievable how many things have happened to me. One week before the meditation my twin soul ranged me. I had known him for 3 years but during the last 2 years there was no interaction between us. We wrote to each other then we met a couple of times. We don’t plan to live together but we need each other. My husband is very nice, thoughtful and loves our children. He organizes a number of common activities and he usually invites us for a lunch or dinner or comes with us to do sports. On 30th October I have been of the 2nd karma meditation. Since then the children are very open and they even hug me, talk to me and ask for advices even though they’re 19 and 21 already. Since the meditation, I think we have an even stronger emotional connection in our everyday life. I also experienced some minor changes in our financial situation. We both had some unexpected incomes, such as premiums, salary for overtimes. In November I have been on only one meditation till now. I am going to share my experience later. At present I leave myself drifting into this dream world, in which I am living right now. I just hope that the awakening won’t be painful. 

Zsuzsa

Marika’s success story

Dear Martha and Vicky, I would like to share my story and wonderful feelings. I feel a deep, inner love in my heart. This is what I was waiting for! It filled my body with deep joy, while I shed tears and I could only say: Thank you, thank you…! When I received the first sign during the initiation meditation I learnt already that I have duties towards people, i.e. I need helping people. This meditation was so beautiful, especially when our Lord Jesus Christ has placed a present to my hands, which started to shine with a wonderful, bright light. Even prior to this, I already liked helping people. But now, it’s absolutely clear since the spiritual masters helped me to recognize my life task. Vicky, imagine, since I had this wonderful experience I met many people who need my help. They are telling me their problems. Now I know that I need to help them to find peace. The real peace what I also experienced when I dropped my ‘heavy pack’ from my shoulders that I had carried over so many years… I recognized and understood many things in my life and cleared away a number of obstacles. Now I know, I am me, a lovable, brave, powerful mother and wife, moreover a nice friend. A person who can be found in case of problems. Now, I am aware with my real personality, life, life task and I feel power in myself, which helps me to be on the right track. During the karma removals I found so many answers to my questions regarding my life… many thanks for that Martha and Vicky! 

And now I try to share with everyone what was surprising and touching to me. The guy who criticized me, offended me and did things that cannot be tolerated anymore for more than a year (e.g. lost my job due to him) started to apologize. When this happened I wished him great success in his life and all the best. He was surprised very much and did not understand why I told these. I left him with a wonderful feeling and did not encounter anger in my heart. I thank this to the celestial beings, because I am sure that this was their relief. 

I had the other wonderful experience in the relationship with my family members. Finally, we could sit together and talk so calmly. I always missed the patience and attention from the others, but it seems this has changed. Now I feel deep, inner love, which was absent during the years and my husband became very thoughtful not like before. For me this is very important and I wish everyone to experience this wonderful feeling and peace as I feel now. 

Once again, thank you very much Vicky! God bless you and your family! 

Marika, 59 years

Love… but by any means?

Hi all! I’m 32 and met about 1.5 years ago a man (let’s call him Csaba) who I fell in love with. It was mutual, but he had a family. At a personal therapy I learnt that he is my partner for life, but I need to wait for him. I trusted and believed that we’re a real couple and I was patient, but the role as a mistress was unacceptable to my ego. I suffered. I was afraid of going to karma removals because I did not want to split up with him. Vicky sad to let him go, but I couldn’t do that. In the end this relationship was unsustainable for me and I decided to go for a karma meditation. That time I realized incredible things. I thought our relationship over and I realized that this is the only solution. That evening I gave him a ring and informed him about my decision. I realized that I wanted his love but not by any means. Love can’t be forced. I deserve more than this… I think that I deserve a man who really loves me and be with me every night, not only when he feels like… I learnt during the karma removal that I needn’t stick to anything because this doesn’t bring him closer to me. I left myself to the Angels. When I informed him that I am going to leave him, he became very angry – I noticed this on his voice. My heart was almost broken, but I managed to survive. A number of texts and calls came from him, but I didn’t answer any of them. About 2 weeks later in a text message he wrote: “I moved away and sued for a divorce, because I love only one lady on Earth and this one is you. I want to make you happy”. 

As soon I let him go and didn’t want to keep him by any means, he started to panic. This caused motivation for him not to lose the woman who is in love with. We’re together for 3 months now and there is a perfect harmony between us. Now I know, it would have been better if I go earlier. But it’s never to late… 

I am very grateful, many thanks, Eszti.

Understanding, recognition

I asked for my twin soul. I got him. But I left him. 

I attended 7 karma removal meditations and approximately 20 reincarnation therapies. Last time I did a past life mediation where I found myself in Atlantis. I felt that I need to go back to this life. 

In Atlantis the communication was based on using our thoughts. Telepathically. It was needless to enter a building just to know what people are talking about inside. We thought that we can do whatever we want. Then I saw myself and I looked like a robot. The collapse of Atlantis was caused by losing our divine self. When I saw myself as a robot, my ego had a great influence. The ego that convinced us that the wealth and knowledge are not from God. We believed that we know everything and we are able to do anything even by omitting God. I saw myself removing my divine self like a small structure from myself. Then we realized that things are not going well, but our ego started to fight against this. 

Then I saw myself to be smaller, much smaller. And all the others around me. I saw us when the oneness had come to an end. I felt guilt. But the ego had a great influence… 

I forgave a lot of things today. I understood that oneness had been split up due to the denial of our divine self. Then I saw myself and a lot of other souls to leave. From this point very difficult lives were coming to find the God inside us. This is why reincarnations occur. We can get back that oneness, which was previously ours, but now our souls are in two separate physical bodies. If we understand everything why things happen to us, and we awaken, the soul can only that time live happily in two bodies here on Earth. 

Briefly, this was I have experienced. Now I understand that my past life had a great influence on my current life. Nevertheless I met my twin soul I was not able to tolerate the love, because that time I was still merged with my divine self.  

In Atlantis I rather helped everyone to abandon God and now in my current life I believe my life task is to help everyone to get back to God. 

I realized that my karma prevents me in finding the love. In past lives I always fled from my feelings. Now I tried how it likes when I desire them but I can’t find them. 

I know that we always reincarnate to find God and join our divine self. Fury and obstinacy prevented me in this till now. The relationship of twin souls only works if we feel oneness with God. 

Yesterday I recognized that I neither have any idea about happiness. I neither was happy during my life, nor any of my previous lives… 

We have ‘born again’ during the Karma removal 3 plus meditation. Now I feel that I have understood everything and all things happened to me because I couldn’t join God. I realized what sorrow I caused to my twin soul in Atlantis due to my ego, which also happened in my current life. (Andrea, 33 years)

Past lives

When I was on the way to you, I knew that this cannot be continued anymore. I was fed up with my life, the failures and the success that did not provide calmness to me. It was enough from pain, and from the fact that I can not find myself. I kept myself away from everyone and everything and I couldn’t live this way anymore. 

I promised Anita to give her a lift and when she sat into my car I felt that this will be a unique adventure. And I was right! It was so good to talk to her, like we’ve known each other for a very long time. When we arrived to Victoria in Székesfehérvár, I felt like arriving home to my friends. 

I took part in two days karma removal meditations, moreover I performed your ‘previous lives’ meditation program three times. Afterwards, things have changed around me. It was so strange what I’ve experienced even for the first time. I was somewhere in Asia and wearing Asian clothes and a typical hat. I had a large sword and heading for home. I arrived into a village (located perhaps in China) and a screaming woman was running towards me, because a man was hitting her. The woman hid behind me and I protected her. We started a conversation and it turned out that she was my wife in that life and she did not wait for me because she thought I dead. Her face was like the face of my current wife with a slight Chinese influence. I felt so terrific and I was very angry. We talked a little bit and I decided to bury my sword. I apologized that I left her and I told her that I am not the one she was waiting for. I told her, that I came from another life to seek the truth and reasons. She told me that she forgives me and she will wait for me. 

When I’ve finished the meditation, I felt much better, however I had still a significant pain in my chest and around my heart. Next day, I started this meditation again to further seek the reasons and I just faced fear and sorrow again. 

I found myself in the dark middle ages at a dark night. I was walking on a road, which was difficult to see in the dark and suddenly I noticed a mountain with a castle on it. There was a long, black stairway and I felt incredible fear and dread. As the steps started to run out, the fear has increased in me. I felt to be very unsafe, but I did not know what the reason was. When I arrived in the castle I looked into a mirror and I saw a young, but exhausted face with fear in his eyes. I had long, black hair, beard and I was wearing a black cloak and black knight armor. I went to the throne room and the king asked me about the war and I said we won. He complained that we lost a lot of people, thus I am not a good leader. I tried to defend myself without success. I just only felt that I wanted to go home to my family. When I looked at his face I saw my father’s face. I tried to convince him but finally he damned me since he heard that I am in love with the queen. I tried to defend myself because this was not true and I only loved my family, therefore I asked him to remove the ban. He finally started to believe me and said: “Go down your knees”. He put his hand onto my head and removed the ban. I could go home to my family and when I left the castle, I noticed sunshine and a beautiful meadow with flowers. 

For the third time, I did the mediation after 1.5 weeks. This time I found myself at the end of the American Revolutionary War. I was walking towards home, a nice house where I can relax. When I looked into a muddy pool, I saw that I looked like a priest. I knocked on the door and my wife showed up. She told I should go back to ‘the deceased and wounded’ because those people were more important to me than my family. It was no sense to try to convince her about its opposite. I expressed my apology that I could not spend more time at home and I returned to the present with great sorrow in my heart. 

After this experience, I thought about my whole life. I left my family two times, however not because of an other woman, but rather due to escape. I live separately from my wife and my daughter. I also thought about several people who left me, such as my partners, my friends, my family and a lot of other people. I realized that I need to face my past, my karma and the mistakes I did in my past lives. I cannot escape during my whole life… 

Now, I feel that my life becomes better from day to day. I have friends again, I have plans for the future and I have dreams. Now I dare to dream and believe that these dreams will come true. I can thank all this to Victoria and her mother, Martha. Additionally, I thank all those people who helped me to find my way and find peace and love in my life. – Thank you so much!!! 

Adam, 34