Our destiny knows what’s the best for us

I would like to share my experience because I realized very important things that can be useful for others perhaps. I saw Vicky about 1.5 years ago for the first time. She was recommended by a friend of mine. I didn’t go for a therapy, I wanted to know things about my future. I heard many interesting things, it was unbelievable. That time I’ve been living with my boyfriend for 5 years. Vicky said that we have nothing to do with each other, we are not a real couple. I felt this somehow, but I wanted a confirmation. I decided definitively to split up and live my life. It was very interesting that I received such a power from Vicky, which I was able to use immediately. Before this I was preparing for 2 years to brake off our relations. I had remorse and I was a high-flier according to my parents. I didn’t feel well so I decided to go back to Vicky. She helped me to understand the happenings and we did a twin-soul attraction meditation. 3 days later I was on a birthday party in Balatonakarattya. A house was rented for the event and approx. 40 participants were invited. We were grilling and drinking wine. Just before midnight a friend, Gabor gave us a call that he is just on the way to our party because he was on a wedding party. He drank too much and one of his friends takes him to our party by car. I felt a strange excitement, but didn’t know why. When they arrived and I saw his friend I had a powerful heartbeat and I felt extremely embarrassed. We had to help Gabor to walk inside the house because he was really drunk. Then I said thank you to his friend for his help. He told me that he has to go back to the wedding party because his best friend is the fiancé. I saw him out and gave him a drink. He left and I just sat down onto the grass. I started to think what happened to me. About 10 minutes later the car came back. The boy told that he forgot to give Gabor’s documents back but now he doesn’t find them. We were looking for them for a long time and finally found the docs just beside the seat. Meanwhile we were talking a lot about different things. I had a feeling like we know each other for a very long time. When he looked to my eyes, I felt real calmness. Just like if we were a couple and had a relation. I never felt similar before. We were just talking and talking… soon it started to dawn. It was very difficult to stop our conversation. When he left he didn’t ask for my email or my phone number but I felt that we belong together. I didn’t know anything from him, not even his name. Days were passing by and I couldn’t forget that night. A week later I had a phone call from Gabor that he would like to go to the cinema and I could go with him. Since I was free that night I said ‘yes’. His friend was also there, however he was not with Gabor. It was only a coincidence and he was sitting behind us. During the whole movie I felt his energy and I don’t remember anything from that movie. When the movie was over Gabor received a call from his mother that she needs his help. Thus, his friend offered to take me home. We were talking long again until 4 am. His name is Attila and 4 years younger than me. He said that he thinks of me since we first met. I learnt that he is an architect. And he is enthusiastic about Greece just like me. We like the same things in everything. I fell in love with him. The coming 6 weeks were wonderful. When we were not together we sent texts and e-mails. All of a sudden he disappeared. I was suffering for 3 months. Days and nights were horrible. I couldn’t let him go. I felt that I go mad. This year in February I had a class reunion. It was organized by me and my friend Ildi. We needed to have the phone numbers of all our past classmates. When my handy was short on power, I asked for Ildi’s phone. I was shocked when I saw that a picture of Attila is the background of her handy. She said that Attila is her boyfriend and she would like to introduce him to me. It was awful, but I didn’t tell anything. 2 weeks later I went back to Vicky. She told me not to worry, because interesting things will come up. We went back to past lives and checked my previous relationships to Ildi and Attila. In a past life Attila was my husband and had a lot of children. We were very happy, but Ildi wanted to take us apart and get Attila. I had a great argument with Ildi because of this. Vicky told me to calm down and trust that Attila is my real partner and he will come back to me. This was suspicious to me because I am not a person who wants to get someone’s partner. After experiencing the past life I had a thought that I could give this back to Ildi. I was thinking long about this but I couldn’t get the right answer by myself about what to do. Months have passed and I couldn’t disregard the happenings. In August I attended the first relationship karma meditation. It helped. I finally managed to let the entire story go. Next day I met Attila. He was very embarrassed and told that we must meet because he wants to tell me something important. I refused, but he stepped closed and kissed me. I couldn’t resist. This was a very paradoxical situation, which was both the happiest and unhappiest 2 minutes of my life… I told him not to seek me anymore because I know everything. He didn’t ask anything just left sadly. Two days later I met my previous boyfriend. He admitted that while we lived together once he and Ildi went to bed. Ildi blackmailed him not to talk about this to me. Ildi wanted to get him but he resisted. My remorse has passed away because I realized that we continue our previous life that I’ve seen before. I didn’t feel any pain and I knew that it has to be this way. The karma removal had a very good influence on this, things started to go to the right direction. Attila called me up. We discussed everything. I think the curse has broken up. As soon as the obstacles disappear on a personal scale everything goes well. When sy doesn’t want to control her life on purpose the universe can work for her. I entrusted myself to my destiny. And my destiny knew what’s the best for me. Vicky, I am very grateful to you. I feel really happy now for the first time in my life. And I know that this will last until the end of my life. Now we live together and we exiled the persons who don’t help our lives. 

Thank you so much! 

Noémi, 29 years

Wonders are real!

Dear Vicky! 

I would like to share my beautiful experience with all of you! Before my second karma removal meditation major changes occurred in my life. I start my story from the beginning. I had a big dream as a child. I wanted to have an affectionate relationship with my aunt and to hug her and to tell her ‘I love you’. This never happened in fact because we always refused each other somehow. Then I made a big mistake, since I supported someone else in a family argument about 5 years ago and this led to estrangement between us. Then I thought that this is the best time to show her, how much I wanted to love her also in my childhood. I wanted to be accepted and to have a good relationship with her. A few years have passed away but I did not hear about her anymore. I started to go and see Vicky regularly for karma removals and I was sure that something is going to happen. I started to think about my aunt again and reevaluated our relationship and our common past. Bad things were coming up from the past and I managed to forgive me. In the morning before the 2nd karma removal I received a message from her. She wanted to see me in the afternoon. Our meeting was like a real wonder and we were just standing there hugging each other for long minutes and I finally could tell her how much I love her. I believe that this can be thanked to the karma removals that have changed all old negative energy in my relationships. 

Thank you Vicky and all other people who listened to me and tried to help. This is only one of the wonders happened since the mediations. I am very happy! 

Greetings, Erika

Changes in my world

Hi Vicky! I’d like to share my experience with you. In March I’ve been for the first time at your consultation and after that it was like having wings. The reason for the consultation was my disease. I wanted to know my chances. I was so happy when the Angels sent word through you that I am going to be recovered. It turned out that I am possessed, a dead spirit has stuck to me and it keeps me ill. I had severe problems for the last 6 years. I didn’t dare to have dreams at night and I focused on surviving the days… I was worried about my children and my husband has died young. My life during the last couple of years was about going to medical therapies, living from allowance and praying to be able to raise my children. At this first meeting I was recharged and I was given a ‘shield’, which provided really strong protection. This protection was necessary to resist curses and spiritual attacks. It was obvious that I had more energy than before and I was not tired so easily. Then a few days later I felt worse again. So I visited you again and I was told to let go my sorrow and all my problems in my life. I started the intensive therapy twice a week. In meditations I’ve joined my higher self and inner child. It was like renovating myself with parts that left me in the past. I realized that I haven’t respected myself. I have seen that I have a divine self, which is perfect. I learnt that I can achieve all my goals with the help of my divine self. I started to understand who I am in fact. Next time we were about to investigate the reason for my illnesses. In meditation first I found myself in my childhood. When I was 4 one of my male relatives molested me sexually. I didn’t dare to speak about this since then. This contributed to my problems. Next time I found myself in the ancient Rome where I killed a man who is my father in my present life. In that life he was my brother and I killed him not on purpose. I had to forgive this to me. It was not easy, but crying helped. Third time I was only a foetus in a past life. My mother kept her pregnancy as secret. When it turned out that she is pregnant her father gave her a beating. I experienced this as a huge sorrow. I knew that everyone hates me and I didn’t want to be born. My birth was very problematic. I didn’t want to come out of the abdomen of my mother. Mostly these led to my illnesses in my current life. And these were the reasons why my energetic system was so weak and I was possessed. As I managed to understand why these occurred I felt myself in a better physical condition. Mentally sometimes I was very weak and often cried for days but afterwards I felt to be cleaner and better. I knew that I am in the right track to be recovered. A month later I decided not to go to medical treatments anymore. I realized that only I can cure myself. The real breakthrough was in August when I’ve been on a karma removal meditation. Vicky told me that I can set myself free from the difficulties, problems and major negative effects from my past lives that can have influence on my present life. During the karma removal I could forgive and take leave of my husband who has already died. I couldn’t do this earlier. I got to know that we were connected with a black art power. This is why no one else was in my life. I had headache for a week and cried a lot… This was due to the purification. I felt that some great things are around me in the air… After the second karma removal things have started. During the meditation we were cleansing the childhood, which was full of pain. I realized that I always wanted to live up to my parents’ expectations, but I was never accepted well. I experienced that the karma removal really influences the entire family not only the person who is participating the meditation. My father who never loved me with true love and grieved me started to apologize. He even started to cry. My father! So I could forgive him as well… My children started to bring better marks from school. My brother bought me a present what never happened before. I didn’t know what is going on around me. The karma removal works much better than expected! :) At the parents’ meeting at the school of my younger son I met a friendly woman and we shared our phone numbers. I felt that finally I managed to find a true friend. She is the only one who knows about my life and the happenings. I became open! It was great that someone treats me as friend and this is as fantastic feeling. When she got to know what situation I am in, she offered a job at her shop. I am so happy because no one wanted to hire me in such a condition. My salary is also more that I even expected. No doubt, Ildikó is my guardian Angel. Finally, my life got purpose. I wanted to work very well to show my gratitude for Ildikó, and luckily the income of the shop has increased since I work there. Otherwise this is the best workplace for me because I enjoy dealing with herbs and crystals. Thus, I also realized my life task. I am more and more confident on a daily basis. I feel more powerful. And two weeks ago I was invited to a rendezvous by one of our regular customer. It is a wonderful feeling that someone shows interest in me. The best that happened to me is the following. Last week I’ve been to a CT examination and it seems that my disease is regressing. I am waiting for this for 6 years now! 6 years! I cannot tell you what I felt when the doctor said this fantastic news. I was sobbing. The doctor asked me what happened to me because my condition became much better. I told the truth that I am using the power of nature! :) I take the necessary vitamins, minerals, curing my immune system, working on dissolving those mental problems that caused this disease but I do not take medical therapies for some time now. He told that I am very irresponsible, but not to stop what I do! :) This is the best thing that happened to me so far! Vicky, I am so grateful to you! If you do not help me my life would be still that sinking swamp… I thank you for all your help! I am always very motivated to go to karma removals and looking forward to the coming positive changes excitedly. There are a number of other things I would like to change in the future. But I am also learning patience. :) 

Vera, 40 years

Ghost house

Dear Vicky, I don’t know whether you remember me from the karma removal in September. I live in Germany, but I wanted to let you know that it was very good to visit you. Since then a lot of things have changed in my life. I can hardly wait to go again, but at present I cannot travel due to my job. My father speaks with me again after 5 years. It is surprising that he called me up when I returned home from you. At present he is with us. Finally I could let that man go who I thought to be my love for 3 years… This love was only on my part… I knew that he takes advantage of me, and he is only looking for me when he is bored or needs help. I decided to settle this case from my side. The day after I split up with him, he wanted to meet me. But I refused to. I was so proud of myself. It’s funny that since then he doesn’t get off my back… This is a so good feeling on the one hand, but there is vast anger in me because of the last three years on the other hand. Perhaps it had to be this way… Or maybe my mental obstacles made me inaccessible. And now my obstacles have been cleared away and the light went green? I don’t know, but I am happy. Now I see this is what men need. He was living in a bad marriage but he now decided to leave his wife. Vicky, can this karma removal influence this Platonic love? I know that he is my real partner but he needs time still. I ask because his business has greatly progressed when I was on the meditation. Long ago he used to come to borrow some money and now he wants to take me for a dinner nearly every evening and he buys a lot of presents for me. He tells that he doesn’t know why his business gets along now… My incomes are increasing for me too. I learnt a lot and I can only thank you Vicky! 

I have a 17 year-old son and I got to know that he tends to take drugs on a daily basis… We tried everything but nothing helped. This was my great sorrow, maybe you remember. Imagine, when I returned home 5 days later after the karma removal, he told me that he is in love with a girl and he never wants to take drugs again. This was 1.5 months ago and I am so happy!!! Nothing helped so far, but I spent all my money on him. This is really unbelievable, thank you so much!!! 

I wanted to share a story as well. Since my father is here with us, we went to the mountains for 3 days. We booked a house (me, my father, the children, a friend of mine and husband). We organized a small Halloween party with fancy dresses, masks and cocktails. Everybody enjoyed it, however this was only a small coming together. At midnight I went out to get some fresh air. In the mountains it was already snowing. I was just standing outside with a glass in my hands and suddenly someone behind my back asked me: “What are you waiting for? ”. I got frightened like hell, because it sounded like a child’s voice. I knew that my friend’s daughter is sleeping long ago already. I haven’t seen anyone… The house was a very old one, it was not really like a castle, but it almost looked like that. What also important is that I only drank alcohol free drinks. I felt terrible tension on me. I returned the house immediately. I couldn’t disregard this experience. A bit later there was a power cut in the house. So we lighted some candles. I thought that this is now even worse on Halloweens night. The toilet was at the end of the corridor and as I was walking towards it I saw a young girl. The girl was standing in front of the door and it seemed that she is illuminating… it was horrible, like in horror movies. It was very dreadful, and I even felt and heard my heart beats. I couldn’t even move. The girl – approx. 5-6 years old – lifted her head and she looked at me with her illuminating green eyes. I started to scream as much as I could. The husband of my friend ran to me immediately to check what’s going on. When he arrived, the girl disappeared. I told the others what I saw, but I think they thought I went crazy. After this, I didn’t dare to sleep. When we went to bed, the electricity came back, so I was sitting in the light while the others were sleeping. Next morning the husband of my friend told that he had a dream of a young girl who had a long, blond hair (exactly what I saw) and she told that her grandfather killed her in 1652. I was terrified. The husband of my friend is a very rational person, but he said that he is about to realize that there could be another world behind ours. So we packed our things and left the house as soon as possible. I hope she didn’t come with us… 

Vicky, thanks again for everything. We see each other soon… bye! Heli

Changes

In September 2011 I applied for karma removal for the first time. I thought that not only me but my entire family needs some changes. The first occasion was on 1st October but it’s unbelievable how many things have happened to me. One week before the meditation my twin soul ranged me. I had known him for 3 years but during the last 2 years there was no interaction between us. We wrote to each other then we met a couple of times. We don’t plan to live together but we need each other. My husband is very nice, thoughtful and loves our children. He organizes a number of common activities and he usually invites us for a lunch or dinner or comes with us to do sports. On 30th October I have been of the 2nd karma meditation. Since then the children are very open and they even hug me, talk to me and ask for advices even though they’re 19 and 21 already. Since the meditation, I think we have an even stronger emotional connection in our everyday life. I also experienced some minor changes in our financial situation. We both had some unexpected incomes, such as premiums, salary for overtimes. In November I have been on only one meditation till now. I am going to share my experience later. At present I leave myself drifting into this dream world, in which I am living right now. I just hope that the awakening won’t be painful. 

Zsuzsa

Marika’s success story

Dear Martha and Vicky, I would like to share my story and wonderful feelings. I feel a deep, inner love in my heart. This is what I was waiting for! It filled my body with deep joy, while I shed tears and I could only say: Thank you, thank you…! When I received the first sign during the initiation meditation I learnt already that I have duties towards people, i.e. I need helping people. This meditation was so beautiful, especially when our Lord Jesus Christ has placed a present to my hands, which started to shine with a wonderful, bright light. Even prior to this, I already liked helping people. But now, it’s absolutely clear since the spiritual masters helped me to recognize my life task. Vicky, imagine, since I had this wonderful experience I met many people who need my help. They are telling me their problems. Now I know that I need to help them to find peace. The real peace what I also experienced when I dropped my ‘heavy pack’ from my shoulders that I had carried over so many years… I recognized and understood many things in my life and cleared away a number of obstacles. Now I know, I am me, a lovable, brave, powerful mother and wife, moreover a nice friend. A person who can be found in case of problems. Now, I am aware with my real personality, life, life task and I feel power in myself, which helps me to be on the right track. During the karma removals I found so many answers to my questions regarding my life… many thanks for that Martha and Vicky! 

And now I try to share with everyone what was surprising and touching to me. The guy who criticized me, offended me and did things that cannot be tolerated anymore for more than a year (e.g. lost my job due to him) started to apologize. When this happened I wished him great success in his life and all the best. He was surprised very much and did not understand why I told these. I left him with a wonderful feeling and did not encounter anger in my heart. I thank this to the celestial beings, because I am sure that this was their relief. 

I had the other wonderful experience in the relationship with my family members. Finally, we could sit together and talk so calmly. I always missed the patience and attention from the others, but it seems this has changed. Now I feel deep, inner love, which was absent during the years and my husband became very thoughtful not like before. For me this is very important and I wish everyone to experience this wonderful feeling and peace as I feel now. 

Once again, thank you very much Vicky! God bless you and your family! 

Marika, 59 years

Love… but by any means?

Hi all! I’m 32 and met about 1.5 years ago a man (let’s call him Csaba) who I fell in love with. It was mutual, but he had a family. At a personal therapy I learnt that he is my partner for life, but I need to wait for him. I trusted and believed that we’re a real couple and I was patient, but the role as a mistress was unacceptable to my ego. I suffered. I was afraid of going to karma removals because I did not want to split up with him. Vicky sad to let him go, but I couldn’t do that. In the end this relationship was unsustainable for me and I decided to go for a karma meditation. That time I realized incredible things. I thought our relationship over and I realized that this is the only solution. That evening I gave him a ring and informed him about my decision. I realized that I wanted his love but not by any means. Love can’t be forced. I deserve more than this… I think that I deserve a man who really loves me and be with me every night, not only when he feels like… I learnt during the karma removal that I needn’t stick to anything because this doesn’t bring him closer to me. I left myself to the Angels. When I informed him that I am going to leave him, he became very angry – I noticed this on his voice. My heart was almost broken, but I managed to survive. A number of texts and calls came from him, but I didn’t answer any of them. About 2 weeks later in a text message he wrote: “I moved away and sued for a divorce, because I love only one lady on Earth and this one is you. I want to make you happy”. 

As soon I let him go and didn’t want to keep him by any means, he started to panic. This caused motivation for him not to lose the woman who is in love with. We’re together for 3 months now and there is a perfect harmony between us. Now I know, it would have been better if I go earlier. But it’s never to late… 

I am very grateful, many thanks, Eszti.

Understanding, recognition

I asked for my twin soul. I got him. But I left him. 

I attended 7 karma removal meditations and approximately 20 reincarnation therapies. Last time I did a past life mediation where I found myself in Atlantis. I felt that I need to go back to this life. 

In Atlantis the communication was based on using our thoughts. Telepathically. It was needless to enter a building just to know what people are talking about inside. We thought that we can do whatever we want. Then I saw myself and I looked like a robot. The collapse of Atlantis was caused by losing our divine self. When I saw myself as a robot, my ego had a great influence. The ego that convinced us that the wealth and knowledge are not from God. We believed that we know everything and we are able to do anything even by omitting God. I saw myself removing my divine self like a small structure from myself. Then we realized that things are not going well, but our ego started to fight against this. 

Then I saw myself to be smaller, much smaller. And all the others around me. I saw us when the oneness had come to an end. I felt guilt. But the ego had a great influence… 

I forgave a lot of things today. I understood that oneness had been split up due to the denial of our divine self. Then I saw myself and a lot of other souls to leave. From this point very difficult lives were coming to find the God inside us. This is why reincarnations occur. We can get back that oneness, which was previously ours, but now our souls are in two separate physical bodies. If we understand everything why things happen to us, and we awaken, the soul can only that time live happily in two bodies here on Earth. 

Briefly, this was I have experienced. Now I understand that my past life had a great influence on my current life. Nevertheless I met my twin soul I was not able to tolerate the love, because that time I was still merged with my divine self.  

In Atlantis I rather helped everyone to abandon God and now in my current life I believe my life task is to help everyone to get back to God. 

I realized that my karma prevents me in finding the love. In past lives I always fled from my feelings. Now I tried how it likes when I desire them but I can’t find them. 

I know that we always reincarnate to find God and join our divine self. Fury and obstinacy prevented me in this till now. The relationship of twin souls only works if we feel oneness with God. 

Yesterday I recognized that I neither have any idea about happiness. I neither was happy during my life, nor any of my previous lives… 

We have ‘born again’ during the Karma removal 3 plus meditation. Now I feel that I have understood everything and all things happened to me because I couldn’t join God. I realized what sorrow I caused to my twin soul in Atlantis due to my ego, which also happened in my current life. (Andrea, 33 years)

Past lives

When I was on the way to you, I knew that this cannot be continued anymore. I was fed up with my life, the failures and the success that did not provide calmness to me. It was enough from pain, and from the fact that I can not find myself. I kept myself away from everyone and everything and I couldn’t live this way anymore. 

I promised Anita to give her a lift and when she sat into my car I felt that this will be a unique adventure. And I was right! It was so good to talk to her, like we’ve known each other for a very long time. When we arrived to Victoria in Székesfehérvár, I felt like arriving home to my friends. 

I took part in two days karma removal meditations, moreover I performed your ‘previous lives’ meditation program three times. Afterwards, things have changed around me. It was so strange what I’ve experienced even for the first time. I was somewhere in Asia and wearing Asian clothes and a typical hat. I had a large sword and heading for home. I arrived into a village (located perhaps in China) and a screaming woman was running towards me, because a man was hitting her. The woman hid behind me and I protected her. We started a conversation and it turned out that she was my wife in that life and she did not wait for me because she thought I dead. Her face was like the face of my current wife with a slight Chinese influence. I felt so terrific and I was very angry. We talked a little bit and I decided to bury my sword. I apologized that I left her and I told her that I am not the one she was waiting for. I told her, that I came from another life to seek the truth and reasons. She told me that she forgives me and she will wait for me. 

When I’ve finished the meditation, I felt much better, however I had still a significant pain in my chest and around my heart. Next day, I started this meditation again to further seek the reasons and I just faced fear and sorrow again. 

I found myself in the dark middle ages at a dark night. I was walking on a road, which was difficult to see in the dark and suddenly I noticed a mountain with a castle on it. There was a long, black stairway and I felt incredible fear and dread. As the steps started to run out, the fear has increased in me. I felt to be very unsafe, but I did not know what the reason was. When I arrived in the castle I looked into a mirror and I saw a young, but exhausted face with fear in his eyes. I had long, black hair, beard and I was wearing a black cloak and black knight armor. I went to the throne room and the king asked me about the war and I said we won. He complained that we lost a lot of people, thus I am not a good leader. I tried to defend myself without success. I just only felt that I wanted to go home to my family. When I looked at his face I saw my father’s face. I tried to convince him but finally he damned me since he heard that I am in love with the queen. I tried to defend myself because this was not true and I only loved my family, therefore I asked him to remove the ban. He finally started to believe me and said: “Go down your knees”. He put his hand onto my head and removed the ban. I could go home to my family and when I left the castle, I noticed sunshine and a beautiful meadow with flowers. 

For the third time, I did the mediation after 1.5 weeks. This time I found myself at the end of the American Revolutionary War. I was walking towards home, a nice house where I can relax. When I looked into a muddy pool, I saw that I looked like a priest. I knocked on the door and my wife showed up. She told I should go back to ‘the deceased and wounded’ because those people were more important to me than my family. It was no sense to try to convince her about its opposite. I expressed my apology that I could not spend more time at home and I returned to the present with great sorrow in my heart. 

After this experience, I thought about my whole life. I left my family two times, however not because of an other woman, but rather due to escape. I live separately from my wife and my daughter. I also thought about several people who left me, such as my partners, my friends, my family and a lot of other people. I realized that I need to face my past, my karma and the mistakes I did in my past lives. I cannot escape during my whole life… 

Now, I feel that my life becomes better from day to day. I have friends again, I have plans for the future and I have dreams. Now I dare to dream and believe that these dreams will come true. I can thank all this to Victoria and her mother, Martha. Additionally, I thank all those people who helped me to find my way and find peace and love in my life. – Thank you so much!!! 

Adam, 34

In the net of love

Dear Vicky and Martha, 

I'd like to say thank you for the last months, since my life has significantly changed. I always considered my mother tongue to be Hungarian but the language of my soul is Italian. 

For the first time I went to Vicky for a personal consultation, because I didn't understand why I got to know my twin soul who is Italian. In spite of the wonderful feelings we can not stay together and we can not discuss our common topics, but we just feel that our relationship is very powerful, and we both have great energies, positive and negatives, too. When we are together the outer world doesn't exist. We feel that we both must start to help other people. From the first time we met, we know that our ideal is Mother Teresa. He said he is confused, and he thinks we know each other from past lives. On the first day when we met on the internet, we had phoned for 6 hours, texted a lot, and he knew that I'll be his wife. For 1.5 years we had many wonders, however I thought I don't deserve this. And it ended up as I thought. There was an argument before our common life would have started. Since then, we couldn’t discuss this. We tried to approach each other, but there was no breakthrough to solve our problems, rather we discussed what we feel and what we would like. We were waiting for the next step of the other, but this was a great fault. Despite he is the other part of my soul, I refused him even though we can communicate in a spiritual way from soul to soul. When I have a thought, he gives me a ring from 1100 km away and he answers it. Incredible! He is the big one for me! 

When I went to Vicky to perform the first ‘karmic divorce’, he engaged… someone else. I couldn't imagine my life without him. In the last months I felt like I'm in the hell, but I finally recovered. After the third karma removal, 6 weeks later I met an other Italian man on the internet. When he "clicked on me", we liked each other and it was funny, because we felt that there is something between us. I asked for his personal data to check my feelings. Our pair horoscope confirmed that we need to deal with each other and we have a lot of common things. First week he already said that he feels I'm his guardian angel. I didn’t even think about this too much. He wanted to visit me immediately from 2000 km away... I could shift this meeting approximately 1 months to see whether he maintains his enthusiasm. 

After the second ‘karma removal plus’ meditation, I had wonderful feelings and understandings. People came back to my life. Then, I performed the ‘twin soul attracting meditation’ and my twin soul appeared, but I had no feelings. Next day I did the previous meditation twice, and I asked for information on my dual soul. In the morning, during breakfast, I felt something special... that my life has just started to continue its way, like a ship heading from the shore towards my dual soul. This meant a great understanding to me. My Angel (Julcsika) was also with me. 

During meditation for the first time, I saw that we lived in Padova in a castle in 1863 in a past life. He was my husband, the ideal partner I always wanted. He was strong, regardful and sensitive. I was careless, very happy because I was living in a perfect family having a 19 and a 16-year-old daughters and an 8-year-old son. I smiled during the whole meditation and I felt that something has changed in me. I felt a deep gratitude that I could live this life with him, and I was so happy that he was my husband. 

During the second meditation, I was in the castle again, and I saw myself running towards the castle, because something was burning and I felt smoke. I ran into my husband's room and I saw that the curtain is burning, and he collapsed. I just started to pray while two men put out the fire. I clasped my husband's head. When the doctor examined him, I went to him and he told me: "please, never leave me alone, because you're the best thing in my life". This time, I understood that this was the end of easy life, and I am a mature adult woman and wife who has to support her husband and help him to get back his vitality and belief in himself. 

I asked my husband to absolve me from my promise that I never leave him, since I can only stay with him being a free spirit. I realized that I must let go my past in my current life and the changes have started. I know that everything will be fine. I am happy, I can trust myself again and I know that my dreams will become true. 

I feel that love and good things will come to my life, because now I can let them in, and I believe that I deserve them. 

Thanks for everything and for reading my report! :) 

(Irénke, 50 years)

Stage

Stop for a moment and look up to the sky! All answers are there. You do not need to do anything just watch and accept. If you are ready for these you can heal your wounds - you can grow up to your real Self.

Wrong way

Without exception, the Life itself is the clear Spiritual Path.

The well-selected route prepares to the Life. It is a method and not the purpose.

If your heart and mind are open, then your inner Master gives you the necessary answers. However if you choose the chains instead of the Freedom then you are on wrong track – even if you learn from the wisest teacher. If you do not dare to grow up you can be on top of things but you get nowhere with it. Redemption – it is up to you.

Instead of remorse

Did you make a mistake?

Why does it hurt? You did what you could do at that given moment. The question is – are you ready to learn from this flaming symbol, and raise your life to a higher level via your recognition?

Lightings

Any anger is about the inner world but it externalises itself. It tries to free the already distorted inner world from the responsibility, finding a scapegoat

The man who sends lightings to others is afraid. He/she is shivering in the dark, seeing enemies all around himself, and believes that it is safer to defence than honestly accepting the person who he/she can be actually.

Who am I

Have you ever raised this question to Yourself?

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Glass segments are on the floor in the Life’s House. A mirror has broken. You should be pleased about it, because this is a new evidence of your development.

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If it doesn’t hurt, it isn’t real.

If your scream painfully echoes in your head, you did the first move inside.

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The ego’s illusions have to be destroyed in order to we can go on sound lines on the Way of the Truth toward to our Spiritual Reality.

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Close your eyes and ask yourself, ‘Who am I?’

You have to calm down your humming mind to hear the answer; you have to break your habit saying that, ‘I will rebirth here and now… without any ingrown self-image. Freely’

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The one who lives real experience and sees inward – remains silent. He/she have nothing to say because he/she knows that no word can describe the Moment’s devotion.

The person who enthuses over a lot about his/her experiment – is uncertain whether the thing that he/she saw is real. He/she is waiting for other’s acknowledgement and admiration. 

He/she hasn’t drunk from the Fountain of the Truth yet. If he/she had really experienced the Eternal Peace, he/she would be content with the inner certainty that he/she has gotten and he/she would know that this experience is too valuable to become a sensation. Just shine – it’s worth more than any word.

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Sometimes you don’t need to talk, sometimes the silence is enough.

Words distort the experience sometimes, because all iterations modify the reflection as it goes through the different minds.

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Turn inside and preserve the silence…

…and after a while the answer comes – ‘Who are you?’

There is nothing just Tranquillity, Blessing.

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It’s enough if You know it.

Moreover, others will see your lake of knowledge… and have a dip in it – in the thousand-faced Silence.

Mental trap

Are you truly happy? Do you have more and more peaceful moments in your life? If so, you are on the right track...

If this is exists just on an intellectual plane, then you move too fast. After shallow acknowledgements, you are getting to think that you are superior to others, although it is just the ego’s tricky play.

Every belief that distances you from your fellow-beings is a sign of the growing pride, the hidden dominance, the pent-up rage.

Be open-eyed! If you discover the earlier symptoms on yourself, you are off rails. The ego needs pigeon-holes to feel itself comfortable. If you attach different kind of flags, titles, positions (and so on) to yourself you limit your introspection. It’s all the same what did you do yesterday or what are you going to do tomorrow – the only real answer to the “Who-am-I?” question is the person who are you in the PRESENT. You can try many roles, but these just limit your opportunities – everything that the ego creates is a new fence that separates you from the one who are you in the Eternity.

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People sometimes ask me, ‘What do you like in yourself at most?’ It’s a baffling question, isn’t it?

It begins to dawn on me that I can change at any time. If I decide it, I can gain real and long-lasting victory over my caducity.

Maybe I don’t want to triumph over the world... I just want to experience the unrepeatable moments of the life...

In addition, if the ground slips under my feet – this can be familiar in these violent days – I just remind myself: only an illusion broke in pieces and my invulnerable Real Self is intact. The thing that can get smashed to pieces isn’t real, so it doesn’t worth the trouble to keep as a keepsake because it is temporal.

No matter who I am,… no matter who are You.

Only the Present Moment is important as we feel that we are identical part of the existence.

No one is easy...

Energies have strengthened. You can deny it, you cannot believe it, you can shrug your shoulders or you can accept it – it is unimportant.

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The Universe is bursting with energy to give us the opportunity to heaving. If we try to grasp this chance, we have to let our old, wrong paradigm go. We have to be absorbed into the Love; without it, it is hard to say ‘yes’ to the change without any fear. It is hard indeed, because we hang on to all of our sickness. We cannot imagine that how can we live without these abortive pieces. We are dying as long as we do not awake up to the truth: this is a revival.

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Our Mother Earth is imploring our help, but we still not hear his crying. Pain arising from the Planet, this beautiful blue Woman tries to be alive. However, we still sleep... we see no further than our nose as if it would be the only Reality. Nevertheless, there is a different world that cries for us.

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Do you realise that our Existence is a little bit restless and incomprehensible somehow? Thick energy swirls on our Life’s Floor and we fell over it. Sometimes we stand paralysed with fear and the events sweep away us – and we have no idea of what happened. Crucifixion, there is no further – do you have such feeling sometimes? As if heaven and earth collapse and you are unable to control yourself... Or simply you are alone against the world and what appeared to be stable so far for you that melt apart from one moment to the next... It is Tower of Babel and personal Armageddon in small and large, outside and inside.

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When it seems to you that the world fall apart inside and around you, just calm down and seek the Soul’s Light... Do not rush – rather search faithfully! Focus on the Light... and when you discover it do not let it go anymore. Because it brings a New Truth for you... and you return home.

Just do not give up on the go! Please!