Happiness is for everyone

Dear all! My story is a recent one. 5 months ago I registered for karma removal meditations owing to problems in my relationship. I am 37 and I didn’t understand why I cannot find finally the person who loves me and vice versa. I had no hope but I felt that I must go. I had never such a relationship in which I would have been happy. I was seized by fear that I run out of time and will have no children. During the meditations I had shocking experiences. I had some relationships to be closed from my past lives. It was so exciting because this ‘story’ has continued in my dreams at night. I found myself in Paris in the 18th century as a courtesan. I was a rich lady around 40 years who could get everything important in life. I lived a boring life and used to drink. I could get everyone and everything I wanted. I used to play cards and travel a lot. I was often paid a lot for my company and then I paid for the company for men. I didn’t want to have a family, I loved to live this way. Despite I was lonely, I didn’t want a relationship. Perhaps I was afraid of to be disappointed. I didn’t let anyone close to me. I have seen myself to receive a letter and sneak through the town to a monastery and disguised myself. I went to a room where a boy (around 20 years old) having fever was lying in the bed. I knew that he’s my son. I bore when I was young and gave my baby to a priest. I couldn’t accept this and finally died due to alcoholism. Now I speak about his very easily, but during and after meditation I re-lived all happenings with all the horrible feelings. I went through all these deep sorrow. I realized that my son is my father in this life who doesn’t let me go and this might be the reason why I cannot have a relationship. After realizing this, I forgave him and for myself as well what I did in my past life. It was very difficult. When I could forgive I felt a great relief. I had 8 kgs loss within one week. I was distressed by this bad feeling for hundreds of years. Thanks Vicky for helping me to realize this. I think I needed around 3 months to be able to understand all this and open myself. During the last Christmas shopping, one day I met a boy. We started to speak and this ended up in love. True love. I have never felt such a beautiful feeling. He is the one I wanted. We are about to move together in the coming months. We are speaking about starting a family. I am so grateful to you Vicky!!! Thanks so much! 

Csilla (37 years)

When a dream comes true…

Hi Vicky! I’d like to share my story too, because I think that a wonder has happened to me. We met last May for the first time and I could hardly believe all those wonderful things you told about me. This has changed now. I guess I’ve found my life task. Or actually, I am sure. Especially I’d like to write about this story. I don’t know whether you remember when you told me that my life task is linked to dolphins and I need to be close to them or deal with them. I grew up in a poor family with negative mentality in a small village. I never had dreams and I didn’t feel myself to be important at all. I attended meditations regularly for 5 months when I started to find myself to be better, nicer than before. Angels said through you that a lady will change my life. I was thinking a lot about this lady. A classmate of mine from elementary school has found my profile at a community webpage in October. We were singing in the same choir that time. She had wonderful photos uploaded. I thought that she really enjoys life. We started to send messages then talk via skype. She invited me to her place (she lives in the Bahamas). She works in a zoo-water park with animals and of course dolphins. When I got to know this, my heart wanted to jump out… I told her about my secret dreams. We started to discuss about my possibilities that would lead to realize my dreams. She promised if she finds a job for me she will let me know. Well, I didn’t think that this might work… A lot of money is needed for the trip and I had only debts. You told me that I just need to wait… From this time on, things started to speed up. I was a cashier at a grocery. One of my colleagues made a deficit in the cash register, so me and my other two colleagues were fired who was working that day. My friend, Lizy called me on the same day that she found a position as a cashier in a shop but my language skills would not be enough. I asked her if I could work in the zoo-water park where she works. It doesn’t matter if I could only be a cleaning woman, I just want to be close to the dolphins. She told me that I have no chance since normally there are no vacancies at all. Next day early morning my father called me that finally he received the inheritance from his mother. My uncle wanted to get my father’s part and there was an argument on this for years. Now I know why this happened this way. Everything comes in the right time. It was strange but my parents supported my trip. I was greatly surprised because they are very conservative. In a week time I had the flight tickets. I arrived in early November. Me, a girl from a small village who was never abroad before. I thought that I am in Eden. It was already a great challenge for me to board a plane. During the flight to Paris a Hungarian girl was sitting next to me, so we could talk and she also helped me at the airport. The whole Universe helped me. When I arrived to the Bahamas my friend, Lizy was waiting for me at the airport. She had great news for me. Her colleague has broken his leg who was working at the dolphin show, so I can be her substitute. She cannot work for at least half a year. There are normally evening shows and the staff is permanent so the animals got used to them. This girl dealt right with dolphins. I couldn’t believe my ears. Vicky, I am so grateful to you. This is really amazing that now I work as a trainer in this park and work with dolphins. Life is so wonderful! I am just still in the learning period and start the shows in April. It is so cool to be with dolphins, because I feel like to be continuously cured. I feel myself light and full of energy. They are so wonderful animals. Actually not really animals. They bring happiness to people’s life. Here everyone is happy. I had a lot of good friends here. Here people don’t hurt each other and they are not envious and jealous like in our home country. I think that the relationship karma removals were also of help because I had rendezvous with a very kind, Mexican boy. I have no idea what will follow, but actually I don’t mind. I decided that I won’t worry about future. I think that I left my blockages and I can decide what I want from my life. Vicky, I am very happy that I found you. Thank you for everything! 

Julianna (27)

Life task and crystals

Dear Vicky! 

As we agreed I send you my story here. We met at the end of spring when I needed help in solving problems in the relationship with my husband. It was really great to meet you. Then I read at the end of summer about your karma solution meditations. I and my husband started to take part in these meditations regularly. Weeks were passing by but I didn’t feel any changes. I felt the energy and realized a number of things in my life, but that was all. You mentioned me the message from heavens that I am going to deal with crystals. I didn’t really get you, because I had only a few crystals that time. In summer I started to prepare jewels from crystals to my family members. Then the first request came from a friend to make a bracelet for her personal problems. I did this with joy, but with full of fear whether I am able to create something, which can be helpful and nice for others. I didn’t find myself good in creativity thus I was doubtful. 

Despite, I received a positive feedback. More and more… Meanwhile I started to write my blog about crystals – as you suggested – which was very helpful for me to learn and teach about the effects of such beautiful crystals. In the beginning of November there was a great change when I started to show my jewels in public. Most of the people who take a look at my products start to be attracted to them. Moreover, I could surprise a lot of old friends with such wonderful and beneficial jewels. In the past weeks everything has speeded up. Somehow I knew at every step that I am in the right track. Now I can realize that this can be thanked to the karma meditations and the energies from November in the activation of my life task. I feel that my current task is to introduce the positive effects of crystals to people. People are susceptible because we all know unconsciously that we are going to need help from crystals in our everyday life. I think people feel this. Each of the crystal jewels has the positive energy and love that I feel during their preparation. I also know that this is only the beginning of my new life. In the future I am going to help others how to start their way. I trust in myself and my talent more and more unlike prior to the karma meditations. 

Now as the beginning of the year I made a schedule to achieve my aims. 

Thank you Vicky once again!!! Hugs and kisses, 

Zsuzsa (40 years)

Changes occurred (confession about life)

Hi all! I’ve been living in Mexico for 11 years now (with some short breaks) and started to read Vicky’s blog in last April. I became a regular visitor of her site. I start my days with reading the newest posts because they fill me with energy and it is easier to survive the weekdays. Nowadays I dare to speak about my life and this can be thanked to this website. For the time being I do this anonymously. I am 29 and had a very poor childhood. I was given to a foster home when I was only 3 months old. My parents didn’t stepped out of my life but I had to live there. I had very hard times there for years. At an age of 12 I was raped several times and I felt ashamed of my body. I attempted suicide 6 times but somehow I always survived (it could be a wonder…). Now I know that I had to stay alive because I have tasks in my life. At an age of 17 I escaped from the foster home with a boy and started to take drugs. I was pregnant for 3 times and I aborted all of them. I stopped my studies at school and didn’t want to live. The boy took me to a very bad track but I was stocked to him. This could be due to the fact that I had nobody in my life previously. I was 17 when I was given a present for the first time in my life. I was crying for about 3 days I was so happy, but couldn’t express my real feelings. I didn’t understand how someone can love me. Finally, I got to Mexico and became a prostitute. I would lie if I would say that I hated this. Actually, I got love from people. I didn’t enjoy sex but loved to see how people take pleasure in being with me. They hugged me, gave me presents, and paid me very well. After some time, some people came only to talk to me. I had diseases several times, but I couldn’t imagine living a normal life. In last April I had very intense dreams. I was very happy in my dreams. I started to think about happiness and wanted to understand my dreams. This led me to find Vicky’s blog. I was reading it every night… It was shocking to realize that my soul wanted to have all these experience. I wanted to have all these because I knew that I am so firm to bear such trials and overcome my karma. I started to do meditations and felt better all the time. I was curious about the opportunity whether I can change my life. I could understand many things in my life but not all. In August I decided to fly back to Hungary and visit Vicky. We met every day for 3 weeks. It was a very intensive therapy. A lot of meditations with a couple of hard parts (e.g. to forgive people who hurt me). I had to forgive all my acts. I was crying for days and had headache. I also had to face things I did in my past lives. I killed people, hurt my children, mislead people, etc. in my past lives… so this is the reason I punished myself in this life. When I understood this I felt to be much lighter. My strong heart beats have stopped and felt myself much better. I have been a man in a lot of past lives and mortified women. This time this also came back… This is why I wanted to experience all these bad things in this life. As soon as I could face my past I could forgive the present. I know that Vicky had a hard time with me, because I was very doubtful, but finally I could realize the things in my life with her help. It turned out that I should deal with music in this life. I can’t sing but learnt to play piano in my childhood. After the 3 weeks I went back to Mexico with a great ease. I saw the entire world to be so colorful. People became friendlier with me. Since then I didn’t take drugs (6 months now) and stepped out of my relationship after 11 years. I was afraid of my partner because he is very aggressive. Despite he sad he understands my decision and gave me the half of our money. So I rented a flat and started to build up my new thoughts and I still had to cleanse myself. Since October I play piano again and prepare music for meditation cds. I was already offered a contract. Meanwhile I gave up meeting people for money, and my diseases have been cured. At Christmas I felt to be very well and healthy. There are still things to do, but now I feel that I am on the right way. I met a Hungarian boy. He is the first person in my life I can be honest with. Now I can accept his love and feel that I deserve it. The boy plans his future in Hungary so soon I have to decide to stay or go with him. But I am not worried since I know that happiness is within me and I can find it wherever I am. Thank you so much Vicky, I am very grateful to you! S.T.